Anyone interested?

First I want to thank all people that supported me and commissioned me. You all are the reason we helped Lucky so far. 

Unfortunately it's too late. His broken leg is in terrible shape, wound is open, and it's a mess. We can't afford surgery to help him, which would be houndreds. veterinarians said that we are stretching his time too much, and if we can't do anything before Friday we will have to decide on euthanasia. He can't stay like that. 


You have no idea how it is to be at home with dog you love for last 16 years, and know that he has only TWO DAYS of live left. If he was suffering and in total pain it would be a bit easier, but he has such incredible will to live, he is playing with me, cuddling, he eats alot, besides the leg there are no problems. 


Everything is fucking useless. And now tell me that money doesn't matter in life and it can't buy happiness. Fuck everything.


If you want to know more about what happened, here: Dog in need! Get art for sharing this journal!!

Hey guys, my dog Lucky is 16 years old, and year ago he had a huge tumor on his right front paw. His finger was amputated, here's photo after the surgery:








Now we saw that right above where he had it, he has NEW fricking tumor. It might be developed from cancer cells from previous tumor. He needs to have surgery again, but it's too expensive for me. 


I already had to open special commissions to earn for my meds, and now this happened. To be honest I'd rather stop taking my painkillers and allow my dog to happily live a bit longer than other way around. 

Still, vet bills will be too much for me, it still will be around 350-400$ with his stay at the clinic, meds and surgery itself, Not even speaking about meds that I have to take daily. 

So if anyone is in position and able to help I would be gracious more than you can ever imagine. You can donate to me to my paypal to: forunth@gmail.com , You could commission me (all info on my profile), or you could spreaw word about this, ANYTHING helps, really. 
Commissions:  CommissionsIf you're interested and would commission me, seriously I would be more than grateful.
Payment:
Money (paypal only). My paypal address is forunth@gmail.com
Art tools -  I accept markers, liners, or deco stuff (to negotiate please ask)
Special commissions:
Mini chibi (A6)
7$

Chibi page (A4) (from 8 to 10 characters)
price: 50$

Monochrome Bust (letter size- around A4)
15$
Autumn by ForunthNight'N'Gale by Forunth
Chibis:
15$ single chibi (A5)
Motoko Kusanagi by DaemlaMilk by DaemlaVictoriana the Cog by ForunthIs it dry yet? by ForunthMary and Ken by Forunth
adding accessories or complicated outfits +2$
Ofelia by DaemlaVea chibi by Forunth

Specials: 





Here is how his new tumor looks like, and his poor lazy old face:





On last photo you can clearly see his tumor on front paw on the right. 


Please help me save my oldest and best friend. 

If anyone can, please help me share it! I will be doing thank you sketches for some people that help me!

Hello! Here's edit once again. 

My friend decided to help me and they set up gofundme page to help us save Lucky's life. 

So far Lucky is doing okay, although he is still bleeding from time to time. He is getting 2 antibiotics, very strong painkillers and pills to calm him at night, so he won't cry. 

Please, be so kind to share this link, or maybe if you are capable, please consider helping me and Lucky out

       www.gofundme.com/e9vvehz8       

RAFFLE

Everyone that will share link to this journal will have a chance to win artwork from me! It can be chibi, sketch, or full artwork, I will decide what it will be upon what winner will ask me for. Please when sharing, do nott just copy link to this journal, please write just one or two sentences that people should click on that link ;< Also, the more people will share, the more winners I will pick! So if you will manage to make more people spread the word about my crowfunding campaign, the bigger chances you have!

people in raffle so far: MissArisu ,TripleTea ,FoxShifterAdopts 

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Please help me by spreading the info about this! yeah. if life wasn't shitty enough as it is. Lucky wasn't so lucky today, and he broke his leg... Everything I have collected for his tumor treatment I had to spend today on vet bills. So I'm at the start, nothing has changed, I still need to gather needed money for his surgery... If anyone is able to help, I would be more than grateful to death!
Here is his poor butt, at the Vet, and after, at home









Thank you so much people that have already helped! sirenabonita,amazonitte,doomande,MiriamDott Thank you so so much, from the bottom of my heart!

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If you could spread the word about this, I would be so grateful!

Hey guys, my dog Lucky is 16 years old, and year ago he had a huge tumor on his right front paw. His finger was amputated, here's photo after the surgery:








Now we saw that right above where he had it, he has NEW fricking tumor. It might be developed from cancer cells from previous tumor. He needs to have surgery again, but it's too expensive for me. 


I already had to open special commissions to earn for my meds, and now this happened. To be honest I'd rather stop taking my painkillers and allow my dog to happily live a bit longer than other way around. 

Still, vet bills will be too much for me, it still will be around 350-400$ with his stay at the clinic, meds and surgery itself, Not even speaking about meds that I have to take daily. 

So if anyone is in position and able to help I would be gracious more than you can ever imagine. You can donate to me to my paypal to: forunth@gmail.com , You could commission me (all info on my profile), or you could spreaw word about this, ANYTHING helps, really. 
Commissions:  CommissionsIf you're interested and would commission me, seriously I would be more than grateful.
Payment:
Money (paypal only). My paypal address is forunth@gmail.com
Art tools -  I accept markers, liners, or deco stuff (to negotiate please ask)
Special commissions:
Mini chibi (A6)
7$

Chibi page (A4) (from 8 to 10 characters)
price: 50$

Monochrome Bust (letter size- around A4)
15$
Autumn by ForunthNight'N'Gale by Forunth
Chibis:
15$ single chibi (A5)
Motoko Kusanagi by DaemlaMilk by DaemlaVictoriana the Cog by ForunthIs it dry yet? by ForunthMary and Ken by Forunth
adding accessories or complicated outfits +2$
Ofelia by DaemlaVea chibi by Forunth

Specials: 





Here is how his new tumor looks like, and his poor lazy old face:





On last photo you can clearly see his tumor on front paw on the right. 


Please help me save my oldest and best friend. 

Since I'm back on deviantart, and I moved forward with many drawings, I can start some new ones. And considering I barely have anything to eat lately... I'm not trying to fish for anything! If you would like me to work for you, I would be grateful to death and I would do my absolutely best to satisfy you. 
Open options:
Bookmark - 15$ if you would like bookmark to be double sided (have two pictures on both sides) it's 2x15$

Mini chibis - 8$ 



Portraits- 20-35$ depending on how detailed character is and picture size

Chibi page, countains 7-11 characters- 55$





quick portrait SPECIAL! 10$





:bulletredIf anyone would be interested, first 2 people get -25% discount off total order!

Also thank you for everyone who supported me lately!

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Hello everybody! I've been inactive for very long time, I'm so sorry if some of you tried to contact me through dA. I didn't have connection at my place, and I could only keep contact through skype on my old phone. I tried to speed up, and finish as many pictures as I can, and I believa I'm on a good road to this. 

I know some of people were upset that I disappeared, that's why I want to explain what happened in my life. I don't want to sound like attention whore, or try to get compassion and support through sad sob story, I just wanted to write this journal so people would understand more why i was inactive. 

As some of you know I have damaged nerves in spinal cord which causes arm and hands pain. Some days I felt really good, but on some days I could barely get up from bed, all I could do was to lie down and cry because of pain. Last months pain got much worse. I had to stop drawing for some time, because sitting bent over the drawing was tiring my back and caused more pain. Also at the time I had really shaky hands because of all this. Lately I got strong medications that help me alot, and I try to exercise at home to feel better. 

Other thing that happened was something that scared me shitless. I live with my boyfriend in small flat. He went out to buy something, and he was away for like 2 hours, I started being kinda nervous, but he sometimes likes to go to the other site of the city just to get one thing, he likes long bus rides, it's relaxing for him, so I though maybe he will be home soon from his "expedition". Well then I got text from him saying "I'm in hospital, I had epilepsy attack." Well you can imagine how I felt then, I went to hospital to help him with everything. He had many wounds on his face, because he fell on it at the bus stop, he was all swollen and bruised and broke two teeth. Doctor said that attacks may happen again. Since then attacks happened 3 times, but at home, and 2 of them when he was in bed, so it wasn't that bad. Anyway at the time I was in lots of pain and he was in constant danger of fainting and spasming anywhere. We are both much better by now. 

Because of both mine and his hospital visits, special medications and tickets to get to hospitals my financial situation got much worse, and some of you know that it wasn't good before either. I literally started to not have enough money for food. And I couldn't go online and open for example special commissions because I didn't have connection, and I didn't upload old commissions yet. 

Last thing that happened and totally was like a stab in guts was my dog's cancer. Lucky is 15 years old, he's old doggie, but I love him more than anything. He's really important to me. One of his finger started being swollen and he licked both fur and skin off it. He litterally had bare meat there. Veterinarian that we went to told us that it's something liek fungus, and ointment will help. We went to him few more times, but he kept saying that it's nothing serious. During month and the half tumor became the size of tennis ball. Imagine tennis ball attached to finger on dog's paw, it's gigantic. We decided to visit better and more expensive doctor then, and when we went into the clinic he immediately said that it's cancer and he will have to amputate Lucky's finger or even whole paw. At this point he was in SO MUCH pain that he looked like almost dying dog, we had to carry him, because it was too painful for him to walk by himself. We were worried how operation will go, because old dogs have high risk of not waking up from narcosis, but it turned out to be great. They amputated only one finger, and now he's almost completely healed. He's 15 years old, which is very old for a big dog, but because he's not in pain anymore he acts like a tiny puppy! He wants to cuddle and play, we got brand new dog thanks to amazing veterinarians. But it wasn't only good. Operation, vet visits, shots, x-ray, medicines, bandages etc have costed me over 450$ So imagine how that drained my budget, when I didn't have enough money to even buy food for dinner. I don't know how I did it, but we paid everything. I prefer not to eat myself but to have healthy dog than other way around. 

Anyway, I'm sorry if some of you will think of me as attention whore or something like that. or maybe some of you will think that these weren't any serious problems. But believe me, I had really hard time and I still struggle with money problems. I wanted to write honest journal so people that felt ignored will understand more that I hadn't possibility to answer them. 


^{If someone feels like I made all of this up, I'm attaching some photos of my boyfriend after accident and my dog before and after amputation, so you see that I'm honest.
By the way, photo where my dog have white bandage on his paw, do you see where bandage is kinda dirty because of blood? This is when tumor was 70% big, and you can see how big it was then.
photos: www.dropbox.com/sh/zskjrd2fgk4…}


Thank you all so much for reading this, and many people for supporting me. I will try to be more active from now on, and to keep in contact with people. Thank you for everything, and I'm sorry for anything I've done wrong to any of you out there. I hope you will understand my situation.

~Forunth

Oh, also if you want, my commissions are open~ As I said, my situation is really crappy so I would love to work for someone, especially when I'm almost done with all old commissions. LINK: Commissions

Also, check out my newest drawings, I put lots of effort into them

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